You See....

... the thing is that I'd much rather be alone than be around people when it is not noticeable to the people that I am there. I'd rather be a hermit than be ignored. I'd rather be self-sufficient than unimportant. Sometimes I don't want to compromise. Sometimes I want to be selfish and do what I want to do. I am better at this than most people, because I paid a lot of money to learn how to be selfish, but it makes me feel like such a jerk. But I think I'd rather feel like a jerk than feel invisible.